We learned something from that

On March 24th I flew back to Missouri to work on my parent's farm.  We (my brother, my parents and me) are trying to switch from a grain based feeding program to a totally grass-fed system for the cattle.  I had done this with some steers a few years ago, so I was trying to get the foundation work done so Dad and Darin could make it work for the spring and summer.  There was a lot to be done and we did not get as much done as I was hoping.  I finally got one section of pasture all separated into paddocks with electric fence and got the fencer working.  This took a couple of days.  We decided to put the cattle in the paddock the morning before I flew back to Virginia. 
   It was a mess!  The cattle just walked right though the electric fence.  I ran (something a 44 year old over-weight preacher doesn't do often) around trying to get them back where they belonged, very frustrated.  Then we just took them out of that section of pasture.  Even though it was only 35 degrees out, I was hot, sweaty, angry, etc. etc.  I felt like a total failure.  All of that work down the toilet.  I had just caused more work for Darin and Dad.  What was I thinking?  I don't remember exactly what he said, but Dad basically said, "That was not a failure, we learned something from that." 
   He was correct.  We had learned something.  The cattle had never been around electric fence out in an open pasture like that.  They had to be trained to respect the electric fence.  I was trying to rush the process to fit my schedule, instead of taking the time necessary for it to really work correctly.  The failure was a learning process. 
    My brother set up an electric fence in the middle of a larger section of pasture.  The water source on one side and the area to feed hay on the other side.  The cattle had to walk around the fence to feed and drink.  They learned.  Now they are doing well with the electric fence.  Pictures taken 4/17/2011.

     In our lives and faith communities, we can learn from our failures if we are willing.  We just have to be willing to risk enough to have the failures.  Don't be afraid to fail and learn.

God be with you in the Journey!

Kevin                     

Take the Stone Away

Not what you might think.  I have been dealing with kidney stones since April 19!  I am constantly reminded that I am not in control through this process.  I am not sure even why these little pieces of mineral straight from the pit of hell are formed in my body.  Pain comes from within, but not in reaction to anything I might do.  It just shows up.  I often feel like I am doing just fine, almost no pain at all.  Then, I experience great fatigue at the vast discomfort that my body is going through and I had not even realized it was effecting me.  I am told my body should be able to take care of this, expel the stone with minimal pain.  But, I find myself constantly upset that things are not going according to MY PLAN!!!!!!  Just take the stone away!  Someone, somehow, with something!!!!!  I keep reminding myself that I should be learning something here.  Patience, walking with God in the midst of pain, stamina, grace, something!  Not happening yet, but I will keep trying.
God be with you in the Journey!
Kevin

Wild Goose Festival

I have been doing some reading about a big gathering that is happening at Shakori Hills Farm, NC, June 23-26.  It is called the Wild Goose Festival  http://wildgoosefestival.org.  Sounds like a interesting place to be.  I am frustrated that it is at the same time as the CBF General Assembly in Tampa Bay.  The Wild Goose Festival is definitely going to not be your ordinary "conference."  I have to say I am being very pulled to check it out.  Let me know what you think.
God be with You in the Journey!
Kevin

Cool Quote

To "listen" another's soul into a condition of disclosure and discovery may be almost the greatest service that any human being ever performs for another. - Douglas Steere

God be with you in the Journey!
Kevin

Why?

Why is the Christianity I read about it Acts so radically different than the Christianity I see here in America?

This questions was stated by Matt Carter on a Right Now video.  I think it is a good question that many people are asking and that has many answers.  What do you think?

God be with you in the Journey!
Kevin 

Inventive Church can be sloppy

Here is a link to a story about church as inventive.  When you get into the whole article, you can see illustrations of the sloppiness of life together!  I hope you enjoy it.

God be with you on the Journey!
Kevin

Why do we have a problem with Sloppy?

I really enjoy the contemporary Christian song How He Loves that was written by John Mark McMillan, sung by artist Kim Walker, and then altered slightly and put on David Crowder Band's Church Music CD.  The song helps me experience God's grace, mercy and, above all, His wonderful love.  I like the video too (link below). Some folks like to discuss this song, tear it apart and critique it.  Nothing wrong with that, but I think it is interesting that so many people get hung up on the line that Crowder altered:

So heaven meets earth like a sloppy wet kiss and my heart turns violently inside of my chest 

Crowder made it into "unforeseen kiss".

In his discussion of this McMillian says in his Sept. 14, 2009 blog entry (click to see entire entry):

"I don’t have a problem with David changing the line because he knows the people he is serving, and that line would have isolated the song from those people.

What I do have a problem with though, is that the condition of greater Christianity would be as such that he would even have to change it. I think the fact that a line like 'Sloppy wet kiss' could be controversial is ridiculous. Are we in kindergarten? Has any one out there not had or at least expected to some day, engage in a sloppy wet kiss?
  ...It seems that people either hate it or love it because they think I’m some how talking about kissing God. Please folks, I never ever, ever, ever, thought of this line as though it was talking about kissing God. Please read the words.

'HEAVEN meets EARTH like a sloppy wet kiss'

The idea behind the lyric is that the kingdom of heaven and the kingdom of earth converge in a way that is both beautiful and awkwardly messy. Think about the birth of a child, or even the death of Jesus himself. These miracles are both incredibly beautiful and incredibly sloppy ('gory' may be more realistic, but 'Heaven meets earth like a gory mess' didn’t seem to have the same ring). Why does the church have such a problem with things being sloppy? Do we really think we’re fooling anyone on Sunday morning, especially God? Are we going to offend him? I mean, he’s seen us naked in the shower all week and knows our worst thoughts, and still thinks we’re awesome. What if we took all the energy we spent faking and used that energy to enjoy the Lord instead? That could be revolutionary!"

I can't agree more.  I see too many hurt and broken lives in need of God's amazing love to have a problem with sloppy.  I also like things a bit sloppy because it keeps us from faking it.  I hope you can experience His great love today!

God be with you on the Journey!

Kevin

click here for the youtube video


lyrics:
He is jealous for me
Love's like a hurricane, I am a tree
Bending beneath the weight of His wind and mercy
When all of a sudden, I am unaware of these afflictions eclipsed by glory
and I realize just how beautiful You are and how great your affections are for me.
Oh, how He loves us so
Oh, how He loves us
How He loves us so.

Yeah, He loves us
Woah, how He loves us
Woah, how He loves us
Woah, how He loves.

So we are His portion and He is our prize,
Drawn to redemption by the grace in His eyes
If grace is an ocean we're all sinking
So heaven meets earth like a sloppy wet kiss and my heart turns violently inside of my chest
I don't have time to maintain these regrets when I think about the way

That he loves us,
Woah, how He loves us
Woah, how He loves us
Woah, how He loves

He loves us,
Woah, how He loves us
Woah, how He loves us
Woah, how He loves