Not what you might think. I have been dealing with kidney stones since April 19! I am constantly reminded that I am not in control through this process. I am not sure even why these little pieces of mineral straight from the pit of hell are formed in my body. Pain comes from within, but not in reaction to anything I might do. It just shows up. I often feel like I am doing just fine, almost no pain at all. Then, I experience great fatigue at the vast discomfort that my body is going through and I had not even realized it was effecting me. I am told my body should be able to take care of this, expel the stone with minimal pain. But, I find myself constantly upset that things are not going according to MY PLAN!!!!!! Just take the stone away! Someone, somehow, with something!!!!! I keep reminding myself that I should be learning something here. Patience, walking with God in the midst of pain, stamina, grace, something! Not happening yet, but I will keep trying.
God be with you in the Journey!
Kevin
I am a husband, father, son, brother, friend, and pastor trying to be an authentic follower of Jesus Christ.
Stone passed May 8. Praise God!!!!!
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